An argument with myself

There is so much of light but I just don't want to see
There is so much of fun just I don't want to play 
There are so many friends just I am still alone 
There are so many movies to watch just that I am blind to all
There is so much of truth in life just I live my life in lies
World is waiting for me where am I ,guess I am lost
He was kind enough to give me all, I have misplaced it all
All my parties rock, I just don't find myself in any of them
You sent me alone here , why cant I be the same way now
I have got what I don't deserve, why are you so kind
You created wonders , sorry but some mistakes like me too
You still hold my pinky and make me go through I see myself still a kid
Call me back I am ready to come ............ Call me Please........
There is so much of life just I don't wanna live
I hope may be  I say good bye .... or say Thank you for asking me to come back......